When my husband asks me why the heck I keep a blog - now I can answer! For moments like this. I am TOTALLY freaking out. The Ironman Athlete Guide was put online today. That is the 'race bible' for the race - all the details etc. All of a sudden I am mid-panic attack, I haven't biked enough, I missed a long run, I am fuzzy about my nutrition. I am not ready!!!
Now I can go back in my blog to the happy, warm, fuzzy confident times and remind myself (much my my husband just did when I called him in tears a comple basket case about the race) that I am more prepared than last year, I can do this. I have the best reason in the world to keep going when the going gets tough out there - for Garrett, Renee, Hailee, Scott and all the other thousands of families out there that have dealt with or are dealing with loosing a child. I can do this.
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